I paused - What have happened to me?
In the past, I taught myself to live as a fast-burning candle. It took a lot of effort to inspire myself of limitless, unstoppable, hustling, keep pushing, using time effectively bla-bla-bla. In a sudden, until something happened to me mentally, the illness that you can't witness the evidence from all the scanning or physical proof. I used to be super healthy, strong, and independent; I was not an athlete but at least I could do half marathon and other physical fitness which allow me to stay fit and healthy. I have heard a lot of times that your intellectual issue could badly affect your everything, but I haven't paid enough attention to the detail. I might live healthy physically, including my diet and daily fitness, but I was too hard on myself, mentally. I learn to say No to little things, but at some points still, accept the bigger project that possibly contributes a larger impact. I'm not trying to slow you down from what you are currently holding right now, but on